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January 31, 2005

Anomalies and Paradigms…

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I have been trying to weave some thoughts from various sources together over the past few weeks. I doubt this will make any sense to any one but I wanted to get it out of my head somehow. Several years ago while I was working with my first church plant I had the opportunity to meet one of my favorite ecclesial dreamers, Jeff Reed (from BILD). At that time he was discussing the changes that moved into the vocational world at the end of the industrial revolution. We talked about the creation of the thing we call a “job” which was a new way of packaging work. We talked about the shift of agricultural family units working to provide the needs of the family (think Little House on the Prairie) to the concept of the “head of household” working for someone else to bring home money to purchase the needs for the family. This was no small change.

In the late 1800’s there were many people who were talking and writing about people going to work at factories and other institutions for a certain number of hours in exchange for pay. This idea was met with some resistance. Many saw it as a form of volitional slavery and wondered why anyone would want to do it. Some thought the idea would never take hold. But it did take hold. As more and more people began to move into urbanized areas and the types of jobs became more plentiful the idea of any other type of work became unthinkable. In just a little over a hundred years we went from not wanting “jobs” to fear of losing our “jobs.” The job package seems here to stay. But is it?

More recently I have been reading through Thomas S. Kuhn’s The Structure of Scientific Revolutions. Scott let me borrow this book because I think he has a sense of what is going on in my head and thought this would spark my thinking. He hit the nail on the head and drove it. In the chapter titled Anomaly and the Emergence of Scientific Discoveries, Kuhn discusses the relationship between anomaly and paradigms. It is a great chapter with way too much to share here (in other words, read this book!!!). One thing he illustrates is how the paradigms that shape us determine what we can see. He tells the story of the many people involved in the “discovery” of oxygen and how the competing paradigms allowed some scientists to “see” it while others could not. Joseph Priestly conducted numerous experiments on gases that fellow scientist, Lavoisier, used to refine his own experiments. Lavoisier saw many problems (anomalies) in the reigning paradigm of the science of gases which caused him to look for solutions where Priestly did not even know there was a problem. Kuhn summarizes this way:

bq. What the work on oxygen did was to give much additional form and structure to Lavoisier’s earlier sense that something was amiss. It told him a thing he was already prepared to discover—the nature of a substance that combustion removes from the atmosphere. That advance awareness of difficulties must be a significant part of what enabled Lavoisier to see in experiments like Priestly’s a gas that Priestly had been unable to see there himself. Conversely, the fact that a major paradigm revision was needed to see what Lavoisier saw must be the principal reason why Priestly was, to the end of his long life, unable to see it. (Later in the chapter he illustrates the same point more fully by describing an experiment that was done with playing cards that is very enlightening.)

I sense that there is a connection between the current paradigm of the vocational concept of “having a job” and the problems I have articulating and putting shape to my ecclesial dream. But as this post is getting long I will flesh that out more fully in a future post.

January 27, 2005

Stranger than fiction…

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This is a tragic story with an ironic conclusion that a suicidal man may face the death penalty. Apparently, when this man failed to follow through with his plans to take his own life he became responsible for the deaths of 11 people. Looks like he may get the result he was aiming for after all but it is so sad that innocent people lost their lives in the process.

January 23, 2005

Thank you, Amazon…

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Thanks to Amazon.com you can read the first part of the book referenced in the previous post here. Looks like a good book to me.

January 22, 2005

Crossing the great divide…

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Fellow ecclesial dreamer, Jason Clark is posting some intersting stuff about a book he is reading titled, East and West: The Making of a Rift in the Church. He is making some interesting observations about the Great Schism. It looks like a great book and I am looking forward to reading it for myself. But his post has me thinking about this historical ecclesial schism.

I think we may be a little too revisionist in our narration of this event as a schism. I wonder if from our historical perspective we see this event a lot differently than those who lived through it. It seems we tend to narrate this as a schism because of how we define unity in the early church. We believe that for the first thousand years of the church the believers in Christ all believed the same things and practiced their faith in the same way. When we believe this, the only way to narrate the events surrounding the “Great Schism” is as a division. When we begin with this foundation we see the Protestant Reformation as even further fragmentation of the Church. So we would diagram it like this:

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I have a hard time with this. It is hard for me to believe that the many people who came to believe in Christ on the day of Pentecost miraculously all went back to their home town and believed and practiced their faith in exactly the same way with only Peter’s sermon as their theological training. I tend to think that these people went back to their communities and embodied their communities of faith in ways that were unique to their cultural contexts. I would guess that there was a very wide range of diversity and numerous localized expressions who practiced a true generous orthodoxy. Eventually, as some of the leaders in these early ecclesial communities became more influencial they created the natural desire for conformity. The emergence of ecclesial institutions seems to be the easiest way to control access to power. It is difficult to rise up the ranks of a pluralistic culture unless we create more narrowly defined subgroups. For illustrative purposes, I doubt that the millions of American citizens can be adequately defined as Republicans and Democrats. Those are simply convenient categories to help manage the pluralism. I wonder if the “Great Schism” was an attempt to create more manageable subsections of a diverse community of faith. In this light the schism was not a division of unity into two parts but a narrowing of multiple, diverse and pluralistic communities into two more manageable groups. It was not a great division but a huge consolidation of conformity. Perhaps it looks more like this:

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I will repeat once again that I agree with Volf that there can be no church in the singular this side of the eschaton. My hope for a unified gathering of the people of God is a future hope. My hope for the present reality is that the church would be a diverse and pluralistic collection of localized communities of faith that embodied the will to embrace and practiced a generous orthodoxy. I wonder if this desire to make everyone conform into one standard is the same desire that inspired the construction of the Tower of Babel.

I already know that there are many who will disagree with this and that’s OK. These ramblings are only my misguided opinions. I could be wrong.

January 21, 2005

Unintentional side effects…

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bq. “Really, I’m not out to destroy Microsoft. That will just be a completely unintentional side effect.”
-Linus Thorvalds, New York Times, 2003

Linus Thorvalds is the creator of Linux. To the ears of those who are firmly embedded in the Microsoft World the above quote may seem to be absurd. But for nerds like me who try to keep up with the changes in the world of computer operating systems this quote is illuminating. I am typing this post on my open source notebook. My goal is to only install open source applications on this computer. While going through this OS expedition I am rapidly becoming a huge fan and supporter of all things open source as it relates to the computer world. Ubuntu Linux is a great distrobution and is making me realize that Linus quote may not be as far fetched as it first appears.

By looking at the logs of people who read this blog I notice that the majority of them use some form of Microsoft Windows operating system, a few are running MacOS and every now and then there is a Linux hit. But when I compare browsers it is amazing to see how many (intelligent) people are now using Firefox. It was widely publicized a few months ago that even a Microsoft affiliated publication recommends Firefox as the best browser available. In my humble opinion, it will not be long and the majority of web-surfers will have made the switch from IE to Firefox. Obviously, it is easier to switch browsers than it is to switch operating systems. With much of the workforce entrenched in Microsoft products it is hard for them to see any other reality. But I think the writting is on the wall that Linux is going to create some interesting changes over the next several years.

So what does any of this have to do with ecclesial dreaming? In my mind, a lot. But I am admittedly kind of slanted. I wonder if the existing ecclesial structures have so saturated our understanding of what it means to be church that we have a hard time seeing anything other than what exists. But it is hard for new things to emerge in an environment that is overly saturated with preexisting forms. How does anything new get noticed? How do the small clusters of ecclesial dreamers become connected with other small clusters and form a network when the rest of the world does not even know they exist? I think these types of questions have counter-intuitive answers. And when these answers become fully embodied they are often misunderstood.

When we focus on the external form of things we categorize things in the wrong way. Usually, but not always, this misunderstanding comes from those who are firmly and subconsciously committed to the present reality. I know that in blog-time Steve Bush’s post We’re Not Ready is ancient but I think he is saying some important things in it(and in all of the related links within that post). It seems that there is so much pressure in ecclesial circles to look a certain way and be structured a certain way because we have allowed the present reality to determine how we define things. I love the way many of the ecclesial dreamers in Emergent are continuing to rethink theology but I am becoming more convinced than ever that we still need to do a whole lot more deconstructive work on ecclesial institutions. But make no mistake, I have no desire to see emergent ecclesial dreamers destroy current ecclesial structures. I simply hope that will be an unintentional side effect.

January 16, 2005

Sound vs. Internet…

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I finally got my old laptop (HP Omnibook 4150) back on Linux. A few months ago I was trying to get this working with Suse, I had to recompile my kernel to get the sound card working but other than that I really liked it. But I could never get my wireless network card to work right with my access point, so after a few weeks I went back to a microsoft OS. A few weeks ago, after playing with Ubuntu at Vaughn’s I decided to give it a try. With Ubuntu, my wireless card works great (posting this from my laptop) but I no longer have sound. I am still researching the problem and hopefully I can resolve it. But if not I think I would rather have internet access than sound so I could learn to live with it. It is nice to be able to surf the web from the laptop. Even with all these difficulties I still think Linux is a great OS and I doubt I will ever pay to upgrade to a Microsoft OS again.

January 8, 2005

Aren’t you Bret Favre???

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I saw this commercial today for the first time. Pretty funny.

January 7, 2005

The glass grows darker…

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Tonight, I am listening to some worship songs on the computer. Many of them are songs that I used to play with the worship team at my last church. For some reason, they seem to be penetrating deeper tonight than they have in a long time. I have the itch to play and sing and sit in the silent places between the notes and hear the quiet, refreshing melodies that are beyond the audible range. It feels good. But in many ways it makes me feel homesick.

The last several months have been calm on the surface but a major storm has been brewing deep inside the mind of this ecclesial dreamer. Over the past several weeks a lot of this storm has begun to leak out in various ways. One thing that I have noticed is that it has become increasingly difficult for me to sleep lately. Two nights ago I was up almost all night thinking about various things. Recently, I have come to a point where I acknowledged that I don’t see Missio Dei the same way as the rest of the group. I am not sure that they see things the same way I do. It will take some more time to figure all of that out.

One thing I do know is that God is doing some great things through these people. It is hard to explain here, and I doubt I could ever fully explain even to myself, but in many ways I feel like I have fumbled a long time ago and have been running for a while without the ball. Or maybe like the scene in Charlie Brown’s race where he fails to make the turn and runs right out of the stadium. I still think this is a perfect analogy for my last year. I wonder if in my attempts to find some thing that may not even exist, I have prevented others from being as faithful as they could have been.

But on the other hand, I have had several conversations with some people over the last few weeks that have helped me see I might be right where I need to be. From breakfast with Bud to diner at the Squealing Pig with Vaughn, I have been greatly encouraged that the ecclesial dream is well within reach. There was also the midrash with a remarkable actor from California and his parents, facilitated by an old friend and fellow ecclesial dreamer, a very long conversation with my favorite drummer, dinner with my old pastor and his wife, phone conversations with some good folks who are not afraid to call “bullshit” on my half-steps… The list could go on but the theme has been constant. I may not be as far off course as I think I am. When the fog lifts I may find that the winds have blown me to the harbor I have been looking for all this time.

Last week after the Squealing Pig, I had a good talk with Janell about the ecclesial dream. I was more excited about things than I have been in a very long time. But that feeling did not last as long as I had hoped. Many things that were fuzzy and unclear a year ago are coming into sharper focus for me. But other things that I used to see clearly are no longer visible. Much like the Magic Eye books, the more I learn to see my life with soft eyes I see things that I did not see before but have been there all along. The epistle says that we see through a glass darkly. I wonder if like the day, its always darkest before the dawn. I certainly hope so, because there are moments recently where things seem pretty dark. I am not sure what all that means or if I will find appropriate or adequate words to express things on a blog but I may try to do that in the near future. I am not sure what lies behing the next turn or beyond the next horizon but I will keep looking to the east for the first rays of light and keep you posted.

Make yourself…

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FT Rodastaturned me on to this fun site where you can create yourself in the image of South Park. This is close to what I look like now that I am finally growing my hair back out. Click on the image to see it in a larger size. And leave me a link to your own south park image iin the comments if you make one. I would love to see what you look like.

January 2, 2005

Things unseen…

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I got a magic eye book for Christmas and it is extremely fascinating to me. It took me about 20 minutes to see the first image but after that I was able to easily get the other pictures in just a few seconds. It is amazing to me that the human brain is able to process visual information in such a way that visual noise becomes a 3D image. This book says that practicing viewing these images for ten minutes a day can improve your vision. I don’t know how much truth there is to that but I am enjoying this book nonetheless.

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